I believe in you and me. I believe that love will find a way. I also believe that it will take a bit of waiting. I believe that there will be a lot of hurt and pain. I believe that I love you. I believe that I will forever.

and i'd still return to your arms. i miss that champagne high. and i think it's right.

i used to be the recovery goddess, the light goddess. an endless amazon. an empowered, sexual being with an incrdible mind and spirit. or at least that's what they said. i guess the truth is coming out now. what do you think?

im a bitch, a whore. slap me, kick me, especially when im down. im here for you to attempt to extract pleasure from, but you'll probably just fail. then you'll shove me away. maybe make me bleed. punch, slam, and beat me as hard as you can.

could you cry a little?...pretend that you're feeling a little more pain? I gave, now I'm wanting something in return, so cry just a little...for me?

So, the adorable, wonderful puppy wanted to be let out into the wild. I reluctantly took it to a field and let it go. It ran away so fast. But now, it has begun to move a little closer to me when my back is turned. When I spin around, it cocks its head as puppies do, then trots away from me again. what is this puppy doing?

god, im so sad. i only see weeping willows. riding a giraffe would cheer me up, but then again they weren't on your agenda.

sex drive- in overdrive. vrrrooom. vrrroooooom.

ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch...hold on for dear life...squeeze...breathe...gasp...ouch, it hurts...scream...scream...owww...noooooo...please...ouch ouch ouch...hold on hold on...endure endure. GOD!!!!

I'm trying to not hate men. I'm trying to not hate men. I love them so much- maybe that's the problem?

BP full, BP completely empty. What?!

i'm so stupid. wow. of course. of course that's the way it was.